the biggest betrayal

I am seriously soliciting prayers right now... I need EVERYONE to pray for me that I do not burn somebody's house down!
why oh why is my ex-fiancee about to get married to the new chick?? My brain is not even comprehending this right now. we have been broken up for 5 mutha effin months... is he serious?? i was with him for 8 and a half years... I will fight him if I see him! he didn't even have the decency to tell me himself... he tells my cousin... over the phone. my cousin called his brother because he was pissed and wanted his bro to calm him down... his bro calls their mom, their mom (my aunt) calls her daughter who calls my mom who calls me. I text that bastid to see if it is true. DO YOU KNOW he had the gall to tell me that yes it was true and "things are really working out between us".... WTFFFFFFFF!! it's been 5 months... of course things are working out @sshole! what an idiot. I had to remind him that it worked out for us to for the first 7 years... what a moron. I am so annoyed\hurt\angry. i tried to be the bigger person so I did tell him congratulations but I hope he gets the clap and all his eyelashes fall out. I hope that he gets chronic diarrhea and ulcers in his anus. i hope his penis burns with the fire of 1000 suns. I can't even write anymore...

I finally did it...

Well actually, my lil sis actually did it. Did what you ask? Created a Myspace page... so I know I am way behind on the times and everyone and their great grandmama already got a myspace page AND I swore I would never get one... but I did. and here it is

jirzy's myspace

I still have lots to update...
good news: I passed my first mastery test for the new position... 3 weeks b4 next test so that is guaranteed 3 more weeks of nice checks! LOL!